So I've been away for a couple of days. I reckon no one really noticed but then again I guess it is time for me to realise that the world doesn't revolve around me, no matter how much I would like to think so.

I've been to the hospital for three days, which is a second best personal record for me. Last time was for appendicitises a week in hospital, this time for cubital tunnel syndrome. No, it is not a mental syndrome and instead of me trying to explain it, look here.

I feel a bit handicapped, especially since the splint locks the elbow so I can't bend it meaning that I cant move my hand closer to my body leading to some strange situations such as not being able to hand over exact change or scratching the upper right arm. On top of this, I am left handed meaning that I can't write anything. My signature when leaving the hospital was rather two circles than a signature. Apparently I will have the splint for at least two more weeks. Right now it feels like I can't stand it for another 20 minutes with all the itching.

So finally I went to the rehabilitation centre. It is not as fancy as it sounds it is mere a local clinic not far from where I live. I have been thinking of going for quite some time but with the insurance not coming through until now...well.

So why did I needed to go? I have something called Cubital Tunnel Syndrome, and no, it is not a mental illness. It is actually very physical. A nerve controlling hand movement is squished at the elbow, making my little finger and half of the ring finger numb. Furthermore I have reduced strength in my fingers. It is not as bad as it sounds but it is difficult for instance to use chopsticks.

Anyhow, at the clinic I first met a doctor who confirm my diagnosis, and then I received electric treatment, rather interesting actually. They put these things around the elbow which sends a weak current down your arm. Apparently this will help. I have only been there once, but unfortunately no change so far. They did say that I should try it for a couple of weeks going three times a week so I reckon it is too soon to say anything.